For Lorita!

I just wanted to say thank you for always replying to peoples blogs! I think that it is fantastic that I know that you will say something to a blog you take interest in! As For most people in our class including me, We don't leave many comments to others blogs that we read, but thank you for making me feel like someone is listening!

:)

My doggy is doing good! Its kinda sad to see him because he is just so tired all the time that he dosen't even move at all. But I decided that as soon as he heals enough I'm gonna take him for a walk because he hasn't gotten to go one one for about 3 months! So I cant wait for him to get better and be the happy energetic doggy he is! Also because he lost so much weight I'm going to make him nice and fat again!

my dogs leg...

My poor sweet doggy that got hit by a car re-broke his shoulder. My mom just told me today that was have to amputate it because we cant afford to pay another few thousand dollars to fix it again. So tomorrow I have to wake up early to go see my three legged puppy, all drugged up on anesthesia again. Its going to be so weird to have a three legged boarder collie, I mean their supposed to be very fast runners, and now I'm not even sure if ha will be able to run. Well I hope that when we pick him up tomorrow he doing okay wish him luck!

The Crayola glow station!

I saw this commercial for the Crayola Glow Station and it looks amazing! I'm going to ask my grandma for it for Christmas! Its this thing that looks like a glowing white board and has a glowing pen that makes the board look like the stuff in the glow in the dark things when you draw! So you can draw in the dark!

Star Wars?

I dont get it, why is it now a Christmas thing to play Star Wars at christmas time? When I was looking through the guide I noticed that it was on three different channels, and was on many channels the night before. When did all this happen?

on Saturday night!

These police copter flood light started shining in my back yard so I just thought that maybe it was nothing and the person they were looking for was really in the next neighborhood and they were just checking and making sure that no one was there. But, then my mom opened the glass sliding door and screamed at a guy hopping our fence to get out of our yard. Immediately after shay and I were laying on the ground peaking out the bottom of the window trying to see what was happening while my mom called 911. The police then ran down the side of my house, pulled their guns out and told him to get on the ground or they'll shoot!

It was very existing! Well, that was my Saturday night.

The guys

So maybe you've heard me talk about them before, but i know these four guys who are honestly a few of the closest guys to me in the world. I've known them for six or seven years and they older then me (like around my older sister age,18-19). These guy are like my big brothers and they pretty much taught me how to stick up for myself, have fun when you don't have money, live life the best you can, and how to fight. I don't get to see them much anymore because we all have allot of other things to do and my parents don't really approve of me hanging out with boys of that age, but I think that they are wonderfully influential and appreciate them always being there for me.

sleeping!

I love it! I usualy cant sleep that well but for some reason this whole week has just been amazing! I love day light savings!!

yay!

My doggy(the one who got hit by a car) is getting so much better! hes a boarder collie so hes one of those high energy dogs and he is hating that he cant go run around with my other dog, I feel bad for him. But through this whole him healing thing he's lost a bunch of weight and doesn't look like a fatty anymore so that's good!

A Scary Cat!

On Halloween me and shay decided to go out trick or treating together. Our parents said that we could stay out until 10 but we started walking home around 9:15, we turned down a street and there was no one out side, not one person, and no cars going by. Out of nowhere this all black cat comes running towards us meowing over and over again, but when it got close and i bent over to try and pet it, it stopped meowing, ran around us and past a ladder then stopped meowing and running and slowed to a calm walk. Like its goal was just to run past us! Shay and I were like oh grate what kind of bad luck do you get if a fully black cat runs past you at full speed meowing and the runs next to a ladder when your on a street alone on Halloween!

little kids

So yesterday I went over to my aunt and uncles to babysit my cousins and spend the night. My aunt told me that they had been up until like 11 last night and the woke up at 5:30, so they should be tired. I let both of them stay up about an hour later then their bed(10) time just to make sure they would go to sleep without making a fuss. Both of them were not tired, and then came upstairs into my room at 7 in the morning!! I thought little kids needed lots of sleep! so why do they wake up so early?!

dang it!

I left my math homework in my locker! this sucks! I just thought I would share my frustration with you all. I hate it when I forget things! Or when I know that I'm forgetting something and I cant figure out what it is until a day or so later. Do you ever feel that way?

bug

While I was doing my homework I looked at my computer to change the song I was listening too to and found a small tiny bug laying on my computer next to my mouse pad. I thought that it was dead because it was laying on its back. Since it was so small I had to get really close to it to get a better look, and it was struggling so hard to get off of its back, and constricting its body. I watched it and decided to move it to my paper, where it lays now, moving less. I find it sad, like no matter how hard it tries even if it stands up, it still cant fly away or walk away, it just falls back down, just like people. But I noticed that many people don't try to fix or save something nearly as hard ad this bug has been trying to stand, instead of flailing on its back. Why do people write themselves off so easily? If someone thinks there a screw up, or that people don't want to be there friend, why do they give up, and think that they will always be alone, and a screw up?

A blog about blogging without blogging

I had the MOST wonderful conversation in Mr. Miclette's class today. The five people in our group started off talking about the dance, then that moved some how into sex, then gay mirage, then politics. It was a very meaning full conversation, and something that would normally be blogged about, but it was even better because it was face to face and existing! The funniest thing about it was after we ended the conversation we talked about how grate it was to blog in person! Also how weird but cool it was that conversations randomly transfer from one topic to the next until your talking about something totally random and don't even know how you got on that topic.

Is it just me or is this October not starting off well for other people?

So in three days a unhappy chain of events have happened to me this October. first my aunt died, then I found out we cant go to her funeral in Denver Colorado, then my boyfriends grandma died, and then tonight my dog got hit by a car and is in the pet emergency center. I'm sorry to bee so morbid but after the past three days I'm not really looking forward to the rest of October, or at least this week. How has your week/ October been so far?

a sad song that I listed to/ watched and didnt get at first

im not sure about how to add a video, so im sorry! but if you a=want to hear the song and see the video pleas go to this site:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1SZvhCNIY0


So my sister played this song for me called "what sarah said" by Death Cab for Cutie. I didnt really understand it untill I listened to it a few times and talked to her about it and watched the video, but the video majes it alot more emotional. Its about a guy, who loves a girl (sarah) and theyv had a discusion previously about dieing, and she says that it is tru love to watch someone die becasue everyone wants to die with someone who cares about them at their side. So when the time comes, and she goes to the intensive care unit, all he thinks about is what she said. He just sits in his chair thinking about her question; "whoes gonna watch you die?" so while everyone els is freaking out and being sad and scared about their loved ones he thinks about how he treated her, and about how much hes care for her.

Im not too sure about what the end of the video means and neither is my sister so if you figure it out could you tell me?

A commercial I saw

So I saw this commercial, and it was one of the ''Vote no on prop....". and on this commercial they were saying to vote no on same sex marriage. I didn't even know that was up for a re- vote until I saw it. They were using video clips of a speech a person was giving and they took out and played all of he parts that made it sound like the government was forcing us to be okay with same sex marriage. I disagree I think it shouldn't be up to everyone Else in the U.S. to choose what a select amount of people can or cant do. If two people of the same sex want to be married, I believe they should be able to. 

Sorry! I couldn't figure out how to add it off of youtube, but if you want to see it the link is:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-pSye9W7FY

death

Death never seems real until it hits you. My aunt Deb was a wonderful person. She had one child (my cousin) and her husband died when he was 45. She believes that things should be natural, you shouldn't need to take median or pain medication. So whenever I was sick and she was in from Colorado, she would make me tea, or give me some kind of scented candle, or massage my head to make me feel better. It was pretty cool how she just knew some things like that(she also knew how to yodel). Two years ago when there was an ecolie brake out in spinach she went to the doctors to get checked, that was when we found out she had stage 8 ovarian cancer. Its been a hard 2 years for her, with 6 near death experiences. I only go to see her maybe once a year or every two years, I didn't feel like we had a very strong connection, until i thought about not having her there for me. Tonight my mom came to my dads house to tell me that she past away this morning, I never knew what it felt like to loose a relative.

Creon

To me Creon seems to be the same as Oedipus. When there is a problem, or something that offends him he automatically steps in and begins insulting whoever committed the crime, and saying what will happen to them, And in my opinion goes a little crazy.

"The New Generation"

Adults have been telling us that we are "the Generation of Change". If you have Mr. Miclette's class then you know that he talked about all of the hard things being out of the way, and us finishing the job, and opening minds. I'm wondering why is it that the younger kids who haven't experienced, or seen the same things to the extension older people have are supposed to get rid of it? Wouldn't you think that the people who saw it all would want it all over with. I mean after seeing all of the discrimination and anger and death, i would be more open minded and ready for change. I think it shouldn't be up to mainly our generation, just because were not going to die as soon as the people who have experienced all of the society changing events, doesn't mean that they should give up and leave it to us.

Celebrities

So I just watched an episode of South Park, and this one was about Brittany Spears. At first I though it was a little funny because they seemed to be making the paparazzi  so much worse then they are. But in the end of the show Brittany ends up killing herself. I know its just some weird show, but then i started thinking. Why is it that we care so much about whats going on in celebrities lives? I mean dose it matter? Honestly I think there is no reason for all of us to be nosey and try to know everything that's going on in there lives, its not like your life would be unbearably boring if you didn't know what was going on in a celebrities life.

a long term question i'v had

I understand the quote that we talked about today about putting on an act for everyone. And
I agree with that quote, but my question is: for the people who know they are not being themselves, why do they do it?

music!

Iv never really noticed what a big effect music has on people. You could be really sad and hear some fast up-beat song that you love and start to feel better. Or other songs can make you have a realization, and suddenly something that didn't make sense dose. When Mr. Thompson sang "No Air" by Chris Brown and Jordan Sparks, it had a completely different effect on me then the original, why is that?

Books and Parents

So, every few months or so I finish reading the books that I bought, and i ask my mom or dad to take me to the book store to get more. Most of the time the types of books that I want to read are ones like; Go Ask Alice(about a conflicted teen who trys drugs and runs away a few times), Crank (about a teen who starts new addictions to crank and starts an alternate personality), and Tweak(about a boy who grew up addicted to meth). Whenever I find the books i want my parents will read the back cover of the book or ask me what it is about, every time they tell me that the book is "pretty morbid and heavy stuff for me to be reading." And they try to talk me out of getting it, but end up loving it and wanting to talk to them about it and they tell me that i need to read something "happy". Personally, i find happy books to boring. I mean wheres the excitement! the things to relate to? Why do parents care what type of stories we read? If a book was too upsetting for us to handle, wouldn't we decide that, and decide if its worth not reading?